forest fire

Forest-fires

the clouds that rain darkness,

the flames that burn a wilderness,

reach up to grab the flighted beast,

to join the rest in its roasting feast.

a spark to start a dazzling blaze

gallons to end the immaculate haze.

with ruins in ashes,

its horror still flashes;

with the mesmerizing red,yellow and orange fading;

the sullen sorrow of unmasked darkness begins cascading;

the vain efforts of the yellow cladded firefighters;

undone by the mysterious force of natures calibrators.

a wish from the evacuated that never may such a catastrophe occur,

but only to oblivion their imminent danger with this dictator.

the sea of flames lie low for now,

only to rise soon for the next bright show.....

I Walk...I Walk With Me..!!

I Walk…..I Walk with Me.

The time to go presents itself quite near

The walk I make begins with a dollop of fear

I’m aware that once the correct direction I steer

The goal of my life will become crystal clear

I walk the path many have trodden

But still I feel something forbidden

With milestones ahead and expectations on head

I walk; I walk with me until I am dead!

Stigmatic views on enigmatic woes,

Make greatest of friends saddened foes,

With wisdom comes sacrifice that I’ve learned,

No long before the last wick burnt.

I’m packed a heavy heart an excited mind

To embark on a journey to that magnanimous find,

Stairways of opportunities with the odd notorious bend,

I walk; walk with me till the very end......

For once in life did the true meaning of having fun showed itself to me. Being out with people you like is more than enough if you want to have a few but sure moments of fun. Walking with,talking to them,joking around and playing around all that and more is what we really do to REALLY enjoy ourselves. It's always better to hang out with people you know to have a more fun day than to hang around with some random people during which the whole day goes trying to getting to know them and majority of the time where the facts about themselves is total utter rubbish. People who really have fun are the ones who are totally fearless about what's happening around them but on the other hand not totally clueless about what right or wrong is happening either. To be sober is not a big deal, it may be a bore for those who aren't quite ready to understand the ' No Drinking And Driving' philosophy but then if they try to loosen up sub-consiously to the sober people it actually comes to light that it's normally the most sober lot that make a real impression by putting on a real decent show of fun and frolic. The kind of tipsy ones are the ones that either make a total fool of themselves or enjoy totally before either passing out or puking all over the floor. Family and close friends put up with all this nonsense but when this happens around a bunch of total strangers well then the only better alternative is to stay at home and piss yourself to your hearts content. There are various types of people who drink, one is the controlled lot, the social lot and the totally uncontrollable bunch of idiots who are nothing but a nuisance to themselves and the ones around them.

Cope with competition and failure.

As i walk along the long unending corridors i look up to the ceiling and i notice a stout little bulb sandwiched between two long masculine tube lights, only shedding light enough to illuminate the three steps on either side but still holding on to dear life not to let those dominating tube lights steal the show by casting a spotlight with a far higher wavelength and with much accurate aim. My mind then begins to wonder about the ever so close competition that lurks behind all our closets of incredulous work loads only to show itself when we,as only human make a mistake then squeezes all but the failure out of us. The sub-consious mind then whirls into hyper drive to begin processing those not so benign memories of hardship we faced and then picks one such memory only to make us realize that,even though that failure occurred we managed to somehow shed a small amount of light on ourselves if not others just like that poor stout little bulb sandwiched between two gigantic opponents did.

Life offers so much to people,they actually start failing to notice those very prominent signs of change. At every step of life we will encounter change and we are all that capable to realize that no matter how grown we may be the first step should always be the most cautious step for one never knowns when we may break into a run instead of a walk because whatever be the phase of life we must learn to walk before we run. So it's all up to an individual to decide what the first step should be like. Be it an exam in school or college or much lager magnitudes of tests it's all in the individuals hands on how to move the leg to embark on that journey. Failure at any point of life is eminent be it small or of catastrophic magnitudes there is no other justification for 'failure'. A small trip is a failure, a drop of the pen is a failure so much so even beginners luck is a 'failure'. It's only represented as a more happy word as 'success'. These two words aren't very different, failure actually means to not achieve some goal after aiming for it, what if a person wins a lottery!? He's just let it be in the hands of luck! That's no success. What about a rookie poker player? If he wins by some chance after playing against the best of the best and only a few lucky calls he's won the game but that's a 'failure' because he never would have aimed to win and even if he aimed to win he never would have expected to win, that's not achieving his goal at all. There are things we live around that have two very similar meanings but have the exact opposite effect on our souls.

Competition and failure go hand in hand. like the fire triangle needs fuel,air and heat, the human psychological break-down triangle needs competition,failure and discouragement. If any of the three are missing a person doesn't go through a severe phase of depression.

I may seem to be a very sad person trying to suck of joy out of every joyful thing but if you can manage to look at it the way i have then it really isn't that depressing, it's just joyous to know that we can actually take one bad experience and turn it around into one great learning happy result. I don't pledge that i live exactly like i have written but i do assure you that it would be great if we all really tried. There would be no need and sense to fight if disputes over success are fought with words of understanding. We are all capable of moulding ourselves to others whims and are even capable of moulding others into their own selves including ourselves.

The sway from an individual experience of competition to a more generalized way of failure is only trying to get 100% attention on the topic. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT.! Though it may sound confusing it isn't. TRUST ME!

the beginning

Every once in a while people come across other people who seem to be way ahead of them in certain issues. this in turn brings on a chain of catastrophic events like undue jealousy,competition,aggression and self-suppression.

how self-suppression? simple, in order to make one self better than the other one just unnaturally tries to do things way out of their capacity and that suppress what the persons true quality may be. not true! many people may exclaim,well everyone is entitled to their own opinion but seriously if someone comes to think of it, and while doing so being honest to themselves then they would at some point realize that "hell yeah! i did actually do that".

that's it for the first day of total randomness.